Craig David - One Last Dance

Seems like my life never flows the way I want it to. The drama that I never wanted in my life suddenly hits me. Wishing time will steal my feelings away. I'm just trying to be myself. But somehow that always gets me in trouble. What will I do with myself now. Why do I have to double think what I should say or do all the time. Why can't I just be honest to myself and others? You can judge me all you want, but keep the verdict to yourself.

I feel empty. Cold. And bitter. But yet, I still have hope that things will work out in the end.

Tamia - Officially Missing You

I accomplished the great journey up CN Tower!! I climbed 1,776 steps of CN Tower yesterday for WWF to support global warming. I raised $160 towards this great cause and had an awesome experience! ^___^ The climb itself was quite exhausting. The stairwells were very stuffy and very hard to breathe. It took me a total of 31 minutes and 38 seconds to climb all the way to the top! It's actually an embarassing time because I saw a kid with a t-shirt that said 20 minutes ><. Just tells you how "fit" I am haha. The greatest feeling was walking outside after the walk and looking up at the CN Tower and saying "I climbed all the way up that *points at the CN Tower*!!"

Rain - Move On

I'M GOING TO SEE RAIN!!!! WEEEEEE!!! ^______^ Yes, Rain is coming to Toronto on June 9th (2 days after my birthday ^^) at the Molson Amphitheatre! I'm super duper excited =)

Studying for my exam hasn't been fun at all, it's coming closer and closer T_T. It'll be held on Friday the 13th. Isn't that great. But I'm not that superstituous right?! Well I used to lift up my feet whenever I went by a railroad. But now I don't even remember why. lol

Anyways, I can't wait until my exam is over! I'm practically done my work report for my coop term so I'll be able to relax for half a month before school starts again. I hate all you people who are going on a vacation while I'm stuck in school >.<.

That's my ultimate life goal - travel around the world. Being addicted to Amazing Race really opened by eyes to all these special spots around the world that are so fascinating and unique! I really want to travel to Japan, Rome, Greece, Paris, ...and the list continues ^^

Things to look forward to: the moment I finish my exam, Toronto shopping trip, last day of work, nice weather, and Rain's concert =D

BYUL - I Think I

I have a friend who believes girls are too confusing. He believes girls should be more like guys - simple. But really, what fun would it be if life was drama, gossip, and thought-free? I'll admit to the - "you think too much about the situation". It comes natural to me, I'm constantly skeptical of issues around me, and I have a lack of trust towards others. But are girls really that complicated that guys say we are? Or are they being the "complicated" ones?

And then comes the question. Why do we make our life so complicated sometimes? Why do we always wait for the guy to make the first move, or wait for him to make that phone call? Why are we always waiting!? I was listening to something on the radio, they were saying how a girl met a guy on Valentine's day and he said that he'll call her, but never did. They asked listeners what they would do. A girl called in, and said "Don't play mind games, just call him!" I thought, wow, she is so right. So there are simple girls out there afterall ^^"

I've been completely hooked up on Korean dramas lately. They whisk me away from reality ^^. And I've been indulging in apple cinnamon cheerios and cadbury mini eggs =9

Anyways, time for me to study how we evolved from monkeys =)

Enrique Iglesias - Hero

So I did something I haven't really done before. I went shopping by myself! I don't know why people don't like it, I really enjoyed it, as strange as it sounds. Shopping with someone is always nice, they can help you make some critical decisions, keep you company, carry your bags...however, when you're shopping by yourself, you have the option to take your sweet little time, and you never have to wait for anyone (oh, how selfish I am sometimes =p).

So this trip started out by my boredom from reading Anthropology. And I decided that it would be a lot more fun heading down to Walmart and go print some pictures. I forgot how much I love doing this ^^. I took a detour to Old Navy, and tried on some really comfy Henleys. The one thing I hate about shopping is picking a size. I always have to get two of everything with me ><. Colours are usually the easy part. I also noticed I was talking to myself a lot (in my mind of course). Things like "Ooo this is cute", "That sales associate looks like me when I worked in retail - sad (lol)", "Why do they put these racks so high, short people could never reach this." and so on.

Then came Walmart. For 10 prints, I had to wait an hour! I was like, goodness, I can't spend an hour at Walmart! I did though. I finally knew how it felt to not have schoolwork always in the back of my mind. I also knew how it felt to waste time. So I started picking up random things, socks, flats (lee ^^), bobby pins, chapstick, toothbrush, and toothpaste. I had the most trouble with the toothpaste. There was a whole aisle of toothpaste, ranging from 64 cents to 5 dollars. Cavity protection, total effects, Scope, 2 in 1, Herbal White?! Since when did toothpaste come from herbs?! Apparently it can give you "natural" whiteness. ^^" hehe....

There's so much competition between products. I began to think, are guys are like toothpaste? I mean, if you think about it, some girls like jocks, some girls like nerds, some girls like the romantic. But of course, every girl would love a guy who represents something like...Colgate Total =p

And so I ended up buying Colgate Total - with whitening. Sweet deal.