How to Deal - Frankie J

It's quite sad how I've abandoned my blog, and so have the blogger buddies I started out with. Either way, it's still been my small escape from reality to write about my reality, if that makes any sense. It's the only thing that's left where I can express myself.

I'm in Ottawa right now! Capital of Canada, a great city, and an easy place to get used to. Sure, it's missing a big mall, and a decent chinese grocery store, but nonetheless, I like it. I love waking up to the sunrise now, since winter is slowly creeping back. I love the fresh air that I'm used to back at home. I love stepping outside and seeing the grass frosted. I love the bus drivers that smile and say good morning to me. I love looking at the passengers on the bus and making up their life stories.

I absolutely love one of the malls here, Rideau Centre. It's in the heart of downtown, it's always busy and full of life. The best thing about downtown is seeing it at night. The night lights are beautiful. Walking down the streets, makes me feel like I have to worries, I'm loving life. Why doesn't this feeling ever last?

I've made some wrong choices, and have tried to fix them by making the right choices. But in the end, someone always gets hurt. I feel like I've lost someone important in my life, and they'll never come back. It's a part of life, is what they all say, but boy does life hurt.